C Em/B Am Fmaj7
C Em/B
Somebody save me, me from myself
Am Fmaj7
I've spent so long livin' in hell
C
Another pill as I start to spiral,
message to my daughters
Em/B
I don't even deserve the father title
Hailie, I'm so sorry
Am
I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital,
didn't walk you down the aisle
Fmaj7
Missed the birth of your first child, your first podcast,
lookin' down, sweetie
C Em/B
I'm so proud of how you turned out, sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you
Am
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to, give 'em up,
how the fuck do
Fmaj7
I not love you more than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin'
from this floor wonder will
C Em/B
Somebody save me, me from myself
Am Fmaj7
I've spent so long livin' in hell
C Em/B
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
Am Fmaj7
It's the only thing that seems to help
C
Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Em/B
Sorry that I missed your gradu—, wait, Nate,
I should just congratulate you
Am
On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam,
look at you
Fmaj7
Little bro, sorry I left you,
sorry that I'll never get to
C
Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie,
I'm sorry, I missed you
Em/B
Grow up and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you
Am
Things I wanted to see you do,
this is my song from me to you
Fmaj7
Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated,
God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
C Em/B
Somebody save me, me from myself
Am Fmaj7
I've spent so long livin' in hell
C Em/B
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
Am Fmaj7
It's the only thing that seems to help
C
I've been starin' at that video of Hailie,
almost daily of her playin' a guitar
Em/B
In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight
Am
But the addict in me's a coward,
he told me that I can't do it
Fmaj7
Had a second chance, blew it, it's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality,
but I know (What?)
C
I'll turn it around and be able to walk her and Lainie one day
Em/B
To the altar as proud as can be, right now, I'm just weak
Am
As I fall further down in this deep hole,
and farther in the ground that I sink
Fmaj7
As they lower me in my coffin,
I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
C
I'm a lost cause
Em/B
Baby, don't waste your time on me
Am
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Fmaj7
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
C
I'm a lost cause
Em/B
Baby, don't waste your time on me
Am
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Fmaj7
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
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