C Em/B Am Fmaj7 C Em/B Somebody save me, me from myself Am Fmaj7 I've spent so long livin' in hell C Another pill as I start to spiral, message to my daughters Em/B I don't even deserve the father title Hailie, I'm so sorry Am I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital, didn't walk you down the aisle Fmaj7 Missed the birth of your first child, your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie C Em/B I'm so proud of how you turned out, sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you Am Sorry that I didn't love you enough to, give 'em up, how the fuck do Fmaj7 I not love you more than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor wonder will C Em/B Somebody save me, me from myself Am Fmaj7 I've spent so long livin' in hell C Em/B They say my lifestyle is bad for my health Am Fmaj7 It's the only thing that seems to help C Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom Em/B Sorry that I missed your gradu—, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you Am On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you Fmaj7 Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to C Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you Em/B Grow up and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you Am Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you Fmaj7 Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated, God, what the fuck do you want me to do? C Em/B Somebody save me, me from myself Am Fmaj7 I've spent so long livin' in hell C Em/B They say my lifestyle is bad for my health Am Fmaj7 It's the only thing that seems to help C I've been starin' at that video of Hailie, almost daily of her playin' a guitar Em/B In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight Am But the addict in me's a coward, he told me that I can't do it Fmaj7 Had a second chance, blew it, it's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?) C I'll turn it around and be able to walk her and Lainie one day Em/B To the altar as proud as can be, right now, I'm just weak Am As I fall further down in this deep hole, and farther in the ground that I sink Fmaj7 As they lower me in my coffin, I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek C I'm a lost cause Em/B Baby, don't waste your time on me Am I'm so damaged beyond repair Fmaj7 Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams C I'm a lost cause Em/B Baby, don't waste your time on me Am I'm so damaged beyond repair Fmaj7 Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
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